Why is it so strong to create in your mind what it would be resembling in the past i be born or if i only just simply didn't exist?

cause you wouldnt see, hear, discern, taste,or smell, you wouldnt hold any self awarenessWhy is it so strong to create in your mind what it would be resembling in the past i be born or if i only just simply didn't exist?
Look you cant imagine it because your alive. That is a stupied question sorry.
Some people read out that the shock of coming out is so strong that you forget everything but it really is a mystery.
What a thought provoking question. What it comes down to is what you believe spiritually.
The following are broad interpretations: Most religions believe that they be spirit before individual born.
Christians believe in the time of war between Jesus and Lucifer and the angels, and those following Jesus gained the privilege to come down on planet.
Some non Christian religions believe in reincarnation.
Either instrument it is believed that there is a veil that hold you from your memories before birth.
Then nearby are atheist who don't believe in an greater power or life in the past this life or go after.
It really up to you to seek out this answer for your self. Good luck!
Seeing as you posted this give somebody the third degree in 'allergies' I will answer fittingly. Don't eat the tapioca.
I suggest all the little babe-in-arms souls in glory are that are waiting to be born pick out their parents and come when they are ready to come. It is character of a sweet thought huh?